November 5, 2007 

Last chapter, last page, "The End" to a wonderful marriage and relationship. One morning over coffee after Amber had returned from a  6 month long project in Charleston, SC (total travel 18 months) it was decided to go our own way.  We were together 6 years and married for 4 years. The relationship that we shared will have a lasting impression on my life and heart.

Amber has heart of gold and is a wonderful woman. I truly believe she has to be one of God’s favorite children, not only for the beautiful person that she is, but I just bet she cracks him up as she did me on many occasions.

Blame for the reasons that Amber and I decided to go are own way can not be placed on ether one of us. It is hard to put a date on it, but at some point Amber and I started growing apart and falling out of love. We both believe that going our own way would be in the best interest of each other.

Amber coming into my life was the best thing that ever happened to me; because not only did she give me an education on many subjects, she made me a better man. Amber educated me on God and brought me back to him. She taught me the true beauty of children and brought one into my heart. For the first time in my life she brought true love and total happiness into my heart, and the list goes on.  I know that I want nothing but happiness for her and I am sure she feels the same way about me.  The Photo Album below shows some of my favorite memories that Amber and I shared.

November 5, 2008

 One year has past since Amber and I ended our relationship and went our own ways. How do I feel one year later? The pain of the relationship ending, the regrets, the anger has all gone away.

Would I do it all over again if given the chance, even knowing that it would come to an end? You bet…! The time that Amber and I shared, I will carry with me throughout my life. She gave me the greatest joy and happiness I have ever experienced in my lifetime. Also through her I was given the admiration and the love of a child.

In my life I have had more adventure, fun, friendships, and love than one man can ever expect, and then some.

At this point in life I guess you could say that I am comfortably numb happy. I feel completed and fulfilled.

When I made my mind up after many-many years of searching to marry Amber I told myself and her, this would be the last. I truly thought that I would have a lifetime to share with Amber. I knew that if it did not go as planned and ended, that it would be my last attempt at love. I do not feel sorry for myself, I feel fortunate.

Today I am happy to have a loving family, a good lifestyle, adventure, and the joy I receive being involved with my girl Dandelion's life.

So one year later, I am fine.

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